Friday 9 February 2018

Artur Górski ,, Cyngiel ''

 Artur Górski ,, Cyngiel ''



  So, I commed to this moment when is too many of my exboyfriend ' s new relation details ( with his actual wife and I'm divorced - he also has tatto with her name - ;) - I can't read about it - he took too big part of my soul - I will be always feel not complet without him - but this is normal part of aging - we all are born as one 100 % and time to time someone is stilling procents from us - like loosing money , love , be in stagnation , bored , other problems - as chi energy stilling - so we can say at very often to kill someone is enough with psychology - now I understood at those kind of killers my father was called as ,, cipereusze ''

 In how many procents I were dead ?

 - 50 % loosing love  ( so happy me at I never was dead in more than 50 % )

---- no ! I were also dead in even over 60 % because I don't liked  one of my names but when I recgonized at my birth name is also on my ID card we can say at I'm little more happy at is the mark on my blanks at I'm this original me and finally - I'm not anonymous person but this famous generally Monika so my documents are just as pin- codes !
 - but You see how it is - it's not true - I'm dead in this 10 % because of this disgusting name and until I not marry or change this or something do with this I will be always loosing my 100 % happiness when someone ask me about my full name or something like this

  - so people which are wishing to own child for examples early they are arranging mezalinse marriages in criminal way - so they have traumatic name connected in brain obciachowo diametralnie which is difficult to change - i w ich papiery jest nasrane -  so maybe this really can be the reason why some girls are jumping from window - they have mezalianse experiences from childhood ... - ( or my father just wished at his daughter will be totally without any children !!! - I'm so thankful :* :* :* :) :) :)

- yes , mesalianse experiences in childhood ( in age until 17 years old because relation father - daughter ( and son - mother , brother- sister too - disgusting experience with mutants I had !!!! )  is always intimitet also  - so happy me at my childhood is finish !!! - like totally :) :) :)

- and I'm so happy at anything else stilled my chi- energy - actually I'm happy usually in 97 % only because I'm not yet this billionarre